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So.

I'm still here, as you've probably surmised from the fact that I'm talking, and it's been a busy few months. Doesn't look like it's going to get any better any time soon either, so while this is an update, it's not a return to the old frequency of posting, at least not yet. Sorry about that, if it bothers you.

Hell, some of you may be enjoying the break.

Anyway, yes. I'm currently writing my thesis, and it's draining pretty much any reserves I have of cope, happy and other useful things, so I'm ... well, not so much fun to be around at the moment. For that I'm sorry. I hope people will put up with me leeching sanity from them for a little while.

In my Copious Free Time, I am still gaming. Maelstrom event 1 was a few weeks back, and was a fair bit of fun - the wind and rain and mud weren't great, but the rest of the event made up for it, and next event promises to be better for a variety of reasons. Here's hoping.

Also, a group of friends (Firecat Masquerade) have started running a fest-larp system based loosely on Kenneth Graham's Wind in the Willows. Because I am mad, but also because they needed the help and it's a great way to burn off stress, I've volunteered to crew it. Event 1 was an astounding success by all accounts, and hopefully event 2 will be at least as good. Since E2 is set a little over a month after my thesis handin deadline, I may be slightly crazed at that point. But it'll be fiiiiiine.

Fencing ... is not going so well. Despite being on the committee, due to noone else standing for armourer and the club needing one, I've not made it to the great majority of training sessions this year. Feel quite crap about this, as they do rely on me to some extent, but there are people there who can repair most things, and two full evenings a week is simply more than I can spare at the moment. I managed to get along tonight, and they were only slightly pissed off, which is comforting. So it goes. Will persevere there, and might even fence again at some point.

To sum up, life is hard, real damn hard right now, but I'm still cracking on with it. I'm doing some slightly crazy stuff in an effort to stay sane, and trying not to neglect my obligations, tricky though that is in turn. I aim to write some more here soon, so stay tuned. Distinct risk of pseudophilosophical bullshit, but I guess we'll see what happens.

It's got to be better than total radio silence, right?

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A friend of mine is putting together a LARP based on what is essentially a post-apocalyptic Wind in the Willows. It is quite cool, and merits your interest. There was a playtest in Oxford on Saturday (where we get together and run through things to exercise the rules a bit and find the bits that need oiling, or duct-taping, or similar.)

It was fun, and I have successfully added to the number of strangely-dressed photos of me on the Internet. Yay.

I may have broken a finger by getting it trapped in a car door (grabbed the B-pillar just as someone was closing the relevant door, I've no-one to blame but myself). I'm going to catch hell from the organisers for not reporting it at the time - there were first aiders present, and had I told them about it, they would probably have come to much the same conclusion as I did. A break right at the tip, while inconvenient and a little painful, isn't really critical or something that can be improved by treatment short of microsurgery - all the joints work, and I've a full range of motion and strength. I'm going to see the medics tomorrow morning (first realistic chance I get), and I'll see what they have to say. I'll be amazed if they say anything other than "take painkillers and don't overstress it", though.

Such is life. More than anything, I'm worried about the telling off I'll get from the organisers, and irritated that I've finally broken a bone. Since it seems to be the common childhood injury, and I've avoided it till 26, I was kinda hoping to continue doing so. Oh well. Perhaps now I'll grow up.

Yeah, right... :)

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Well, there goes NaBloPoMo... Pity really. Oh well, thirteen days of continuous updates isn't so bad, I suppose. A couple of months' radio silence followed by a couple of weeks of daily spam, although at least I managed to avoid memes and other fluff. Now, I suppose I have to try to find the happy medium.

This weekend has been ... less than productive. I managed not to fail at the archery club on saturday, which was a pleasant surprise: four years since I've last drawn a bow, and I can still put three arrows inside the nine-ring at twenty yards. Granted, that only happened twice in two hours, but it sounds better if I say it like that. I slept half the weekend without really trying, and only just managed to get some more coding done on the Winter in the Willows project this evening: the skill framework is nearly finished, but it's proving a bit of a pain in the ass to find all the edges of what should be a comparatively simple design. Guess I'll bang my head on it some more tomorrow.

Hope you had a good weekend. By way of apology for a somewhat downbeat entry, have an entertaining link: http://itmademyday.com/.

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Today, so long as I go to bed before 1AM, was mostly spent playing Guild Wars. I've managed to fight my way across an entire mountain range (the Northern Shiverpeaks, for those with a map to hand), with refugees in tow, and settle said refugees in their new home. Not bad for a guy in his PJs.

Now I'm sat on my laptop... no, let's start that sentence again. Now I'm sat here, typing on my laptop, waiting for my linux box to finish scanning its big disk for errors. 2TB takes a fair old time to scan, so I'm just leaving it going (possibly overnight at this rate). I hope a damaged /home directory is the cause of the recent instability, but I'll probably stick a memtest disc in it when I next reboot, to be on the safe side. Hate unstable hardware. It's currently running Slackware 13, which is a nice current OS, but... has niggles. It's running KDE4.2, which means Amarok 2, which is a music player only its mother could love. The playlist system is horrible, it doesn't support characters that aren't in ASCII, so all the symphonic metal and indian/arabic music with interesting characters in the titles (and half the metal, to boot) currently hangs the damn player... There's that, and a few little stability-related niggles, and the fact that my graphics card isn't properly supported yet. It remains one of the nicest versions of Desktop Slackware to date, but I have to admit, the "install and use" nature of Ubuntu and OpenSUSE is looking pretty attractive right now. We'll see. If I'm lucky, the problems will be sorted out soon, because I LIKE Slack. At the same time, I like a system that Just Works once it's been set up.

The Winter In The Willows DT system design is starting to come together (well, the "Characters" package is, which is the bit I'm working on right now). I've got the data structures planned, and the object diagrams, now I just have to start implementing...

Wild ride ahead... ;)

The Glass: half-full | NaBloPoMo: 8/30

  • The Good: Seth Lakeman concert was cool last night. Highly recommended.
  • The Bad: I have managed, once again, to fail to do any housework. Maybe I should just keep pigs and be done with it...
  • The Ugly: I seem to have volunteered to help write the downtime system for Winter In The Willows (I'd link it, but the site is down at the moment). I'm not complaining, as such, but it's going to be ... interestingly complicated :)

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